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I
can’t breathe.



Gasping
at the air evading her lungs, Evonne visualized her body submerged in
a vat of cool mud. That was the best way her mind could describe the
sensation. With this one feeling, others joined the fray. An annoying
fragrance filled her nostrils as she struggled to breathe, mixed with
a stinging inside her eyes and a hollow void within her gut.
Evonne
forced her eyes open. She saw the room, blurry at first, then clearer
with each blink. The light she once remembered seemed brighter now.
She blinked again, this time to calm the stinging within her eyes. The
room was different than the one before, this one smaller and more personal.
She
pulled herself to sit on the bed, her muscles tingling under each movement.
A foggy veil blanketed her senses. She waited for it lift as she fully
woke, but the stubborn veil remained. Evonne then shuddered at the touch
of a hand on her shoulder, brushing her hair back. She hesitated to
look at the hand’s owner. But on a second touch, she turned to face
him.
Gabriel
sat beside her, watching her.
“How
long was I out?” she asked. Even her voice felt odd as it left her.
“One
day,” he said as he looked away and left the bed, then grabbed her
coat.
“I
don’t want to go anywhere right now. I just want to sleep a little
bit longer.”
He handed
her the coat. “That’s the hunger talking.”
Hunger?
She studied her body once more. She felt the remnants of familiar hunger
pangs, but intertwined with a craving so powerful it attacked her muscles,
aching them to her bones.
Gabriel
pulled on his coat and extended his hand to her. “Time for us to go.”
Evonne
stood without taking his hand. She glanced down, seeing her clothes
for the first time. They were ones she had packed away in her bag. Her
tired body ached more as she pulled on her coat. She didn’t realize
there would be this much pain.
“It
will subside,” he said.
“Where
are we going?”
He answered
as he opened the door. “To see some friends.”
“You
have friends?”
He didn’t
reply as he entered the hallway and led her away from the room, back
to the familiar spiral staircase. Evonne watched Gabriel carefully,
easily picking up on the subtle changes within him. He still didn’t
look at her the way he once had. What else was there to hide from her?
She thought that crossing this threshold meant that some sort of bond
would be placed between them. Then again, she’d only been awake for
five minutes.
Outside,
the darkening blue sky gave her plenty of light to see. The inconspicuous
entrance was surrounding the thick woods and vines, things she failed
to see when she first arrived. A wolf sat off to the side, his amber
eyes following the two leaving the haven. He didn’t growl at them
this time. Evonne, however, remained wary, glancing at the wolf every
other stride.
The
drive south took them across the state of New York and into Pennsylvania.
Evonne became worried upon seeing the state’s welcoming sign, but
Gabriel tried to calm her fears, informing her that they were far from
any SEVEN headquarters. She wanted to believe him, but SEVEN had members
living away from any headquarters, and the possibility of them pulling
the license plate number concerned her the most.
Exhausted,
all Evonne wanted was to sleep but her mind raced on. She did feel different
but not as much as she thought she would. Everything around her appeared
the same, yet her eyes easily picked up on low light, allowing her to
see more than she expected. Looking out her window and at the passing
scenery, she saw more than she could imagine. Evonne glanced at the
clock on the dash. 11 p.m.? It seemed more like an hour after
sunset.
The
Jeep finally pulled into a long driveway, ending at a large, three car
garage. The accompanying house looked like a cross between a cozy, Colonial-inspired
home and a typical suburban house, added with a decade of wear and tear,
though they were far from the suburban areas. The place looked more
like a quiet, country neighborhood. The nearest house was a short walk
away, its bright porch light visible through the trees.
Gabriel
left the Jeep and grabbed one of his bags from the back. Withholding
her questions, Evonne followed him to the front door. He rang the door
bell. The familiar emotion of nervousness greeted Evonne. So I can
still get nervous about things.
After
a rattling of chain and several clanks of metal, the door opened, revealing
a human. At first glance, Evonne thought he looked like Emery, with
the whole short, dark, wild hair and “rocker” look, but there were
many differences the further she studied him.
“Holy
shit,” the human exclaimed. “I didn’t expect to see you this soon.”
His brown eyes then landed on Evonne. “Where are my manners? Please,
come on in!” he said, stepping to the side and ushering in his guests.
The
cluttered house was filled with a thousand new smells, each combating
to take hold of her interest first. And then there was the warmth. Each
of the humans she saw in the living room carried an inviting warmth,
including their own scent. On the sofa, two humans sat: one in his fifties,
heavyset, and had a dusting of grey in his hair and goatee; the other
was in his early twenties, average build, and dark, short hair. These
two, once involved with a video game, stopped playing to greet their
guests.
The
older man nodded respectfully. “Gabriel.”
Gabriel
returned the greeting. “William.”
The
human, William, turned to Evonne, his face lighting up. “And who is
this fine lady?”
“Evonne,”
she said, her voice low and showing her uneasiness. The humans didn’t
notice.
William
nodded. “Nice to meet you, Evonne.”
The
human who answered the door introduced himself, waving once to gain
Evonne’s attention. “My name’s Derek, and chatty over there,”
he said, pointing at the other human, “is Adrian.”
“Now
that that’s out of the way,” William began, “what brings you here
ahead of schedule?”
“Two
things,” Gabriel said. “I need some information on something.”
Derek
crossed his arms. “Tit-for-tat, dear boy. Tit-for-tat.”
Gabriel
motioned to the bag.
Gleaming
with delight, Derek dropped his fake composure. “Well then, this way.”
He led them to the basement, the true hub of their operations.
Evonne
was impressed by their efforts. They seemed organized and well thought
out in their mission. Four rooms made up the basement: one held their
many computers and other odds and ends, while another contained work
benches and their arsenal, some weapons even hanging on the walls. The
last two rooms housed maps, filing cabinets, and other items gathered
over the years. Evonne caught sight of the largest room of the four.
Along with a couple of cabinets, this one held a pool table, sofa, and
two chairs, each one different from the other.
Evonne
spotted a sofa in the arsenal room and sat down as the others began
talking.
Gabriel
sat the bag on the work bench, while Derek fished through a small refrigerator,
grabbing himself a beer. With a small twist, he popped of the lid and
sat down on a metal stool.
“So,
this information your looking for,” Derek said, placing the bottle
to his lips.
Gabriel
calmly took the beer from Derek.
The
human didn’t seem to take offense at the action. “Oh. It’s going
to be one of those visits, too.” He grabbed the bottle from Gabriel
and place it back in the refrigerator, then returned to his seat.
Gabriel
began speaking. “I need to know about any drugs that can be used to
harm a vampire.”
Pursing
his lips, Derek tried to recall anything he had heard. “I don’t
know of any off the top of my head.”
“But
it’s very much possible,” William added.
“Oh,
I’m not doubting that,” defended Derek.
Adrian
spoke up as he stood in the doorway. “Don’t you remember the incident
three months ago? A werewolf went on a rampage at this rave. It was
covered up by SEVEN, but some of the details leaked out. The wolf was
drugged and believed to be unleashed there. My theory is that someone
placed him there as a test to see how effective the drug was.”
“And?”
Gabriel asked, leaning against the bench.
Adrian
shrugged, placing his hands in his pockets. “That’s all I heard.”
“I
can check out channels to see if any other incidents have happened,”
offered William. “Maybe someone else knows something.”
“Okay.
Down to business.” Derek swiveled in the stool, facing the black duffle
bag, rubbing his hands menacingly. “What have you brought us this
time?”
“Take
your pick,” said Gabriel, making no effort to stop him from opening
the bag.
Derek
dove into the bag, removing the gun cases and ammo first before getting
down to the good stuff. He retrieved a three foot long object covered
in a black cloth. Carefully, he laid it on the bench and removed the
cloth. Derek lifted the short sword into the air, looking it over.
“This
is nice,” Derek praised. “I can’t even tell that it’s
been silver coated.”
“Only
partially along the center,” Gabriel informed. “That allows it to
keep its edge without sacrificing its finish.”
William
gloated at the sight of the sword. “Leave it to you to combine function
with perfection. Truly a lost art.”
Derek
placed the sword back on the cloth and looked through the bag once more.
He removed another object, this one half the size of the sword, and
slid off the fabric covering. It resembled a bowie knife, yet the blade
was stylized differently.
“Just
what I wanted.” Derek’s face flashed with joy as he held the knife
to his cheek, hugging it. “Thank you, Santa.”
Uninterested
with all the weapon talk, Adrian spoke up. “I’m going to make some
rounds on the net to see what I can dredge up on this drug.” He left
the room, making his way into their computer area.
Derek
removed two more knives in the bag. These two resembled the one Evonne
use to have, however, simpler in design. Her knife: her father never
returned it to her after she was sent back to Eden—the same with her
gun.
Looking
at the two knives, Derek smiled. “I know who these are for. She’s
going to love them.”
William
approached the bag and removed several gun cases. Opening each case,
he checked the guns, making sure his babies were unharmed. “I see
you’ve been taking care of these. I have some more for you to choose
from.”
“I
will later,” Gabriel said.
William
then checked the ammo. “Oh, we have some more hollow points. Plenty
to spare.”
Laying
on the sofa, Evonne lost the battle with her fatigue. She knew it was
rude to do such a thing as a guest in someone’s home, but the agony
to stay awake was too great.
William
glanced at her. “Poor girl. I believe we’re boring her.”
“Oh!”
Derek remembered. “I have something for you.” He left the room,
searching his new toy.
Rolling
his eyes, William knew exactly what he searched for. “Here we go.”
Derek
returned to the room, ignoring William’s comment. “I picked this
up a few weeks ago. I like its design and it may prove useful.” He
handed the odd weapon to Gabriel. The single-handed weapon carried two
crescent shaped blades on either side of the handle.
“It’s
called a ninja ring,” said Derek. “I was wondering if you could
take this design and do something with it. And silver coat it, as well.”
Gabriel
studied the weapon. He had seen these before in various novelty weapon
shops, even adopting some designs he happened to like. But this weapon
offered a unique challenge.
He handed
to weapon back to Derek. “I’ll see what I can do.”
“You
know,” said William, “you can always tell him no.”
“And
suffer the silent treatment?” Gabriel laughed once. “One could only
hope.”
Setting
the odd weapon on the bench, Derek crossed his arms. “Alright. I see
how it is. Just remembered who’s the glue around here, and who pays
the bills.”
“It’s
your house,” admitted William. “I don’t live here.”
“Then
I don’t want to see your drunk ass crashing on my couch again.”
His quick comeback fell short.
“I’m
going to help Adrian scour the channels,” William said as he placed
the guns back in their cases. He glanced at Derek and added, “Just
remember who kicked your ass last week.” He walked out of the room.
“That’s
wasn’t a fair fight! It was three against one!”
“Keep
telling yourself that,” William called from the other room, “and
perhaps one day you’ll actually believe it.”
Adrian
looked up from his computer, snickering at the banter.
Shaking
his head, Derek lowered his voice. “You’d think they’d know not
to mess with me. I’m already planning my payback.”
Moving
away from the bench, Gabriel entered the room carrying maps and other
papers staked on a cluttered desk. He looked at a large map hanging
on the wall. Several areas were marked with pushpins, each holding a
small piece of paper with notes.
Derek
followed him into the room, glancing at the map, as well.
Gabriel
singled out a pin on the map. “That one’s new.”
“Yeah,
but it’s out of our reach. Too bad, though. This one has the makings
of a good fight. Sure wish you could help us on that one. We might be
able to pull it off with you.”
“Not
this time. Just stay to your area and keep to what works for you.”
Derek
turned around, leaning against the desk, arms crossed. “Still a loner,
aren’t you?” His eyes landed on the sleeping girl. “She’s a
fine lady. A very fine lady. She has that ‘girl next door’
look going for her.” He glanced at Gabriel, seeing him still interested
in the maps. “How new is she?”
Gabriel
answered, his voice low. “This is her first night.”
“Wow.”
He looked back at her. “I’m honored you brought her here. So what’s
her story? How did a nice girl like that end up with someone like you?”
“She’s
Alexander’s daughter,” he replied bluntly.
Derek’s
jaw almost dropped. “The Alexander Ingram?”
Gabriel
remained quiet.
“Not
only am I honored, but I feel privileged. I can only take one tonight,
though, and she seems like the sweeter deal. William, you know, is out
to pasture. And Adrian… I know
how you feel about wolf’s blood.”
“Where’s
Melissa?”
“Silver
run. Taylor went with her. They won’t be back until sometime tomorrow.
I wish there was something more I could do.”
“I’ll
be fine. She needs it more than me.” Losing interest in the maps,
Gabriel stepped away from the wall.
“Well,
let’s get this over with,” said Derek. “I really want that beer.”
Going over to a tall filing cabinet, he grabbed a small box from on
top and removed a single razor, then headed back into the other room
with Gabriel following.
Evonne
stirred on the sofa as she felt someone sit on its edge. She looked
up to see the human, Derek, removing his shirt. Confused, Evonne search
for Gabriel, trying to understand what was going on.
“This
is your first time,” Derek said, removing the thin paper from the
razor. “So you may need a little help.”
Looking
over his skin, Evonne saw many tattoos and scars. The tattoos covered
most of his arms, but not fully, while others ran across his chest and
stomach. The scars marked the inside of his wrists and elbows as well
as his upper and lower neck. The poor human looked like a healed chew
toy.
Derek
dug the razor along the base of his neck, and then tossed both the razor
and paper into a nearby trash can. He took her hand, urging her to sit.
Still uncertain, Evonne looked at Gabriel. What was she to do?
She
found no answer with him.
Her
eyes went back to Derek. The scent of his blood mixed with the scent
of his skin, lifting her fatigue. She became focused on him alone. Nothing
else in the room existed. Her mind switched from rational to primal
as her eyes stared at the little trail of blood leaving the cut.
Leaning
forward, Evonne’s tongue met his skin, licking at the trail of blood.
This was that perfection she remembered. She needed it to fill her,
to squash that void back into submission. Following the blood to the
small cut, Evonne closed her mouth over him. The blood left the wound
slowly—too slow for her clawing hunger. Her human teeth scrapped over
his skin, begging for more. Within the base of her upper teeth, the
gums began to ache. She felt the annoying pain reach its apex, as though
her teeth were slowly being pulled from their base. Her tongue brushed
across the two extended teeth before scraping over his skin, once more.
She pressed down, her teeth settling deep into his neck.
Derek’s
body tensed against her but he made no sound. He was enjoying this.
Evonne
found no blood leaving him. She withdrew her teeth and tasted the rush
of heat escaping the bite. She began to drink, the blood wakening her
further. Even with her senses heightened, her focus remained on him.
The house could be crashing down around them and she wouldn’t care.
“That’s
enough,” she heard Gabriel say.
Derek
placed his hands on her shoulder and eased her away. Evonne didn’t
protest. She left him and returned to lay on the sofa. He then stood
to face Gabriel, his hands behind his back.
“Call
me a glutton for punishment,” Derek said, offering himself to Gabriel.
Without
hesitation, Gabriel moved in close and placed his mouth over the fresh
bite, taking only what he needed. Evonne watched them, wishing to return
to the human. Her body still craved his blood or any blood at this moment.
She wanted to leave the sofa and join them, opening the human on the
other side of his neck.
Evonne’s
mind snapped back into rational thought. What was she thinking? She
mentally scolded herself. Those thoughts, those feelings—they frightened
her. How could she really think like this? It was like she almost lost
control. She could easily identify with Keelan and the drug that once
raced through his system. This hunger felt like a drug, causing her
to think and act differently.
Evonne
looked away as Gabriel left Derek. The human grabbed his shirt and headed
upstairs to dress the wounds.
Gabriel
spoke, his words quiet. “We’ll stay here for the day and return
to the haven tomorrow night. Go ahead and rest down here.”
She
heard him leave the room and walk upstairs. Evonne wanted to stop him
and ask if he would stay with her, but her teeth had yet to return to
normal and she felt self-conscious speaking to him like that. She rolled
over and buried her face in the sofa’s cushion. What the hell am
I doing? I can’t do this. Nothing about me is cut out for this kind
of existence. All within the same moment, she wanted to cry, scream,
and wish for death. The first night in her new life and she was ready
for it to end.



